: 80 Where do I even begin.... These pictures are always uncomfortable for me to post. 😕 But I do it to show that it IS POSSIBLE! I was talking to my mom about this photo today and I felt like I wanted to cry. I remember the days when I hated the way I looked at felt. Literally didn't do anything but what I had to do. 😔 I would skip out on stuff with family except for holidays, I feel there is many years where I missed out on so many good things. 😢 I restricted myself from doing so much, my back pain made it even worse! When my back would go out, I would cry myself to sleep from the pain curled up in a ball. 🤕🤕 My confidence was gone, I let myself get to the point where I hated myself.
But last year enough was enough! I was done feeling the way I was feeling. Knowing I deserve to live the life I want. Granted not everything is perfect but no one's life is. But one thing I do know is, I am getting my life back on track. I love myself again and I don't hide from the world anymore. I love the fact that I have not had one siatic nerve get pinched since starting my journey. The thing is, for many years I wasn't ready I tried different things that did work for a while but I always ended back at the same situation. I have found what I love doing and it has helped me in so many ways.
If you are feeling the same way, just know you are worth it! Have faith in the process because I have and it was the best thing I did for me. 💜💖💕